| Current location: | State College |
| Current mood: | nervous |
| Current music: | Umbrella - Rihanna |
Let the Rain Pour
Discovering
Everyone does this in life to find out what why they want to go, in high school you need to figure what schol to go, I felt that was more laid back.
College, is so much more complicated. When you get towards the end of your 4 years, in my case 5, there is so much to do. I just want to live.
I love matt, but I want to still be able to have fun without him. I found a guy I am comfrotable being around with out being drunk, and I want a life I once had....I think I am going to through a phase.
I want to be able to do everything, i still dont know if this is the right major for me, i know i can do it and I love to do it, but what if I took video editting....what if I took time away from Matt. liek still be together but I go do what I want, be with my friends whenever I want.
This love, hell sex isnt all its cracked up to be. My aunt was right. I like it yeah, but I dont need it to get through my day.
Thank God I'm not a boy, I would have some issues.
I miss .....
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